Hi classmates!Today i'm going to talk about my life situation. And that because it's almost consuming my entire thoughts, so in this moments it's difficult for me to develop another more interesting topic for you, sorry :(. I did't mention in my first post that i'm in third year of sociology, and before that i went through the humanistic bachillerato program. But my story -at least the one that explains in part why i'm living in a state of apathy- started at the end of the 2007, when i get graduated from my highschool. In that epoch i was very lost about what i was going to do after. Althought in the PSU essays i didn't have good scores, my marks in highschool were good, so the closely possibility to my future was to get in the university. But how the popular voice said that some people don't know to where the bus is going to, i didn't even knew if what i have to take was a bus. So, in others words, no longer metaphorically, i was so confused about my future, that i took the obvious way -given my circumstances-, whitout really want it. From that point to now, i haven't change my mind about my lack of enthusiasm with the desicion that i took, so the last months i've been very sad about the general state of my life without much achievements -for example, my marks, that were never goods, now are awful cause of that, or maybe as a result of that apathy-. For no extending more this post, i can tell you guys that now i'm felling that i have exhausted a process in my life, so in this moments am very decided of abandon the university for a while and dedicated my time to others activities that i hope, will brought me more happiness.
Sorry for the extension of the post, see you soon!
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